it be me....me...the freak in black named nostros hehehe........ or as my friends call me ben the dumb ass (doh) welcome to the insaneity that iz me hehe but beware women this freak's bite iz worse then hiz bark (bow wow baby)

OK now im getting pissed off with these server war's SHIT first of all i know chat has had prob's in all the chat's and every thing but im getting pissed off at the fact if one of the server operater's hate's some one they are klined and if any one else ever sayz a word of them they get klined this iz all just BULL SHIT i have many freind's on diff server's that have been klined from the one im on i know that Six haz hiz prob's with Buzzie but i dont care she iz a freind so i do go to velocityx.net just to see her because she iz a good freind of mine and i do go to sega's server just to see Zorro and Xena if they are on as well as Disturbed and i do go to VGC to see Wasp and other's as well im sick as shit of these server wars and im gona do any thing in my power ta try and stop them and get my old freind's back together once more

hhmmmmm what does life meen ta me only a song can tell well hear it iz (DOGMA) All we want iz a head rush ...All we want iz to get out of our skin for a while....We have nothing to lose because we don't have anything anything we want anyway....We used to hate people...Now we just make fun of them...It's more effective that way....We don't live we just scratch on day to day with nothing but matchbooks and sarcasm in our pockets and all we are waiting for iz for something worth waiting for...Let's admit america gets the celebrities we deserve....Let's stop saying "don't quote me" because if no one quotes you ..you probably haven't said a thing worth saying....We need something to kill the pain of all that nothingness inside...We all just want to die a little bit....We fear that pop-culture iz the only culture we'er ever going to have....We want to stop reading magazines, stop watching tv, stop caring about hollywood...but we'er addicted to the thing's we hate.....We
don't run washington and no one really does...Ask not what you can do for your country..Ask what your country did to you.....The only reasion you'r still alive iz because some one has decided to let you live....We owe so much money we'er not broke we'er broken..We'er so broke we can't even pay attention....So what do you want????You want to be rich and happy but you'r terrified you have nothing to offer this world nothing to say and no way to say it..but you can say it in three languages.....You are more then the sum of what you consume desire iz not an occupation...You are ultimately thrilled and desperate....Skyhigh and FUCKED!!!!!
Let's stop praying for someone to save us and start saving ourselfs....Let's stop this and start over let's go out-let's keep going....This iz your life-this iz your fucking life ......We need something to kill the pain of all that nothingness inside...Quit whining you haven't done much of anything wrong because frankly you haven't done much of anything....Someone's writeing down your mistakes...Someone's documenting your downfall..............

As you read and watch more word after word you shall go ferther down the hole in my head head but it iz a twisting and windeing road but as you near the end you shall see there are more road's and paths that you never seen before so beware and watch you step.......

this be the pic of me ...the freak injoy and FREAK OUT!!!!!!